Life is hard

                 








I am third grade in vocational school Telkom Purwokerto. Yeah ,  who do not know that area  it is in central java but its not village. I live boarding house near the school. Probably why I could school in here i also still confused why i get here. i'm confused about which college would i choose. first , i register and test in ITT yeah you know it and the result i failed but two of my best friends be accepted. it is oke , maybe i less fortunate. After that , i focused on final exams.

Exam is over and it's time to go home for holiday . But in reality is just the opposite. in fact i must study hard to getting hired in public universities . I follow a course in NF and there i was realized that what i learn in vocational high  school is very different than what is taught of senior high school . So this is will be complicated . My friend whose senior high school student he also has difficult too, much less me. I still learn even though it's vain . I pray and hope to get a miracle from god.

I'm back to Purwokerto for the SNMPTN exam . The day before my exam i take a test job . This is a company that i've been waiting  for a long time. This company is subsidary of Garuda incorporated company . There are 3 test to get into this company that is written test , interview and psychotest. The first test is written test , this is look difficult because it's about algorithms and we had 12 question to be finished by the time 4 hours. The god answer my pray . I made it through the first stage with 6 other and managed to beat 73 people. i really hope to be accepted in this company because SNMPTN can't be expected. Psychotest tes and interview has gone. I'm back to jakarta and waiting for the result 2 week later.

Two week has gone and from seven entrant 5 of them passed the test and 2 other failed including me . i failed again for the second time. I feel very disappointed aboout this , why this is happen to me . I also don't register again because i bealive i will be accepted at this company. Eventually , announcement is waiting by thousand student appear at SNMPTN website and this is the third i failed in the test. I'm not despair , i try to register again in Bandung polytechnic and there are 600 people to register Information Technology fakulty. And as usual i failed for the fourth time. At last,  i try to apply for job in M2 and i wouldn't tell you about the result because you certainly know the answer.

And finally i study here
Yeah , it's not bad than unemployment

Basically we should be grateful for what god has given to us
maybe this is the best for us
and i hope our wish come true